Everyday is a unique day, though everything you did maybe a daily routine, but, think again, the people ard u, the passerby and wat they are doing, is always different each day. Maybe you wont get to see them the nxt day even. I just wanna make each and everyday of my life, to be unique and different. To live each day to its fullest, so i will die without regret.
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Sian, another morning class... So slpy, dont feel like doing work.

Today, during class, the work we did as a big group cause all dun understand wat the tutor want us to do. Yeah, last part I manage to do on my own -_- copy & paste onli,... HAHA

See my group, some just seem like always doing different things, but I know he did his part oso, but really feel like shouting at him. Chatting, playing.. just piss mi off. Deadline still early meh?20+ days onli left to do our grp project. Dont let some of us do the coding onli. I onli know how to play with codes, but i dun really understand them. U at least can understand better.

I saw Kelvin today, hehe, A friend I known from online game, so hardworking, studying for his exam, talk a bit after that find a place to do our stuff.
After school, 3 of us working on the last qn for the tutorial qn. I just sit ard there, I just feel very slpy.

Went back home, bro came back home for a while. My own com cant switch on, so sad, was gg to concentrate on my sch assignment.

tml, public holiday?

Meow, y i feel so sick again........
Though I feel sick, but, somehow I got back the motivation I need. Seldom play games le...

Sometimes, it is best to keep inside ur heart.... -_-
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Jie sing KTV her right hand move a lot, once her mic up u can c liao..... Like trying to build up her dan tian.

*Looking at the group that i am in now... haven't even touch the group project. Some of them feel like not wanting to do programming. But date due soon le, someday in Mid MAY, when you guys wanna start. Dun think of leaving the coding to 1 guy leh. That day talk about the game, what they wanted in the game, I did not take part cause games to mi, most I do my part to program and make it work. Ignore many things that they say cause for mi, if it works it works otherwise, i cant make it work. Unless you guys can. I onli capable of playing with the codes, and not trying to understand the codes.

Ytd, kc is unhappy, cause tis SAT ask Jin Yao come out, but, the rest he ask, all say see first. I had no choice, hope he understand... Sure the rest got their reason.. If I can make it then i will go.

I did a stupid thing today. again and again.... y cant i just keep my mouth shut. always say aloud from the heart. always so direct.. nvr think from the brain de. zzzzZzzzZzz

I dun wanna fall in again, cause i will noli go deeper, cant get out...
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27/04/08 Accompany Gem to KTV, cause she first time meeting her KTV club she just sign up. Everytime she like to sing the same sad song... -___-
Don't know why she like to sing those...meaningful song or sad memories?? Today able to meet more friends...haha. They are a group of new people to me. Their singing so nice...so pro wor. Enjoy myself there cause can listen to my favourite song aloud.

I found something that I wish my gf will have...haha....lame....if i ever get 1..

Today, to my surprise, my secondary school friends suddenly call mi up. I answer and then they ask mi if I wanna meet up today. I promise Gem to accompany her, then I told my friend see how first.

After the KTV, I met up with my secondary school friends, then bring them to meet those from KTV clubs de. Lol., scare they lost in Orchard cause they seldom come here...

Why do I feel so awkward/jealous when I saw her talk to other guys...., Meow... LOL. Of cause she can talk to whoever she wants what, whats wrong with mi? Calm down....she is my jiejie.....I say to myself...., the more I think, the more I hate myself........

Perhaps I just scare to lose a ger/jie ... or maybe i just despo for sth...
I must remind myself, dun think so much....I dun wanna lose any friends, nor go out with her feeling awkward, going out with her is good enough.


I just silly...dunno what is like, love...i am just a sicko. Someday, might as well kill myself then I can dun worry so much..zzzz...easier tat way.think of it onli, wouldnt dare to do it..but i many times nearly run over by car le, didnt check traffic...I never had any regret cause I always speak frankly, though some have gone missing now... especially those two girls that i called them mei mei. Curses? Haha.

When I always feel down, wear my headphone, on the song to the max and start to whisper those lyrics...,hoping i would be deaf....always cursing myself......
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Today, met up with wg and kc after school, they watched the forbidden kingdom while i am in school. Tot they say they are busy studying for exam....Haiz....

After that we went for dinner, this time the outing seems like very rush, cause wg still need to go home and study. Soo many things to do. Friends and i so busy with our own things...
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More and more things that need to be done, after that enjoyful day for me. Maybe it isn't hard to handle, it is just my laziness that make me so miserable and stress. After that day, couldn't sleep for 1 night, feverish the next day. Think of funny stuff i guess. Normal for me lor, haha.

Until now, I dunno what think can motivate mi to work.... I still dunno what i am thinking nor doing. Unclear, undecisive, naive.... Perhaps wait/luck is no longer a thing i should do/use. But using other matter seem to worsen the things i am trying to do.

I cannot be myself again, make new changes in life. I stop my "kan yi tian, shuan yi tian " life.
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Been so long ....
Almost forgotten that I have a blog too....

Yesterday, was a sad feeling when i saw Gem sms... cause outing was cancel, I have expected it anyway. Anyway, she is sick so ok la, but still disappointed. Haha, no kidding...Cause I always think of the worse scenario... maybe always know girls confirm wont go out with mi de.., reasonable.

In the afternoon, decide to go out to buy my stuff and walk around PS for abit..., only Alan can go out...(-_-). All my friends are having exam.

When I was waiting for the bus, Gem call, and say to meet up for ktv....and i say ok...zzzzzzzz. My mood still not gd. She said she nearly want to block mi on msn just now cause I am like blaming her for everything. I was afraid of it when I come to think of it...

Waited for her and Shiro at PS. Then we went for ktv. I go there listen to them sing can le. HAHA. :D It was always fun when gg to ktv. At least I like the song to be loud. Hehe. We tease one another, maybe onli mi disturb them... Lol. Kuai le jian zhai ren jia de tong ku. XD Different group of friends give different activities, etc...
At least new stuff worth to enjoy...
We ate dinner outside of HMV, as usual, Shiro ate up all wat we have left on our plate, dun waste food... haha
He got a big stomache.

After that, Shiro and his friend left. I took my jie jie to cinema to see movie....poor jie jie. Hahaha


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