Sick again liao... ytd slp in afternoon should expected liao... Aiya slpy slpy slpy....
Pai seh to Gem and Jake.. yesterday i dont feel like talking, i don't even know i sick.. Haha
Jake arh, he is a guy and a mentor to mi and Gem. Gem know him first de, he same age as mi and taught us how to play. O_O we 3 chat together these 2 days.

Today got to go school do fyp, go school after first hour plus... feel slpy liao, wanted to slp, want to go home wor... Stay till dinner time then go home.

Recently, so many girls to see, but...y i dont even feel like looking at them? Haha

Some times feel like taking Gem back home to eat a gd meal -_- see her most time say eat noodles... -___-
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How am i gg to write this down............
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Play till sian, then decided to go out with my army friends for dinner. Well, Jeremy updated those who were there in what happen to our unit. Lots of laughter.... lots of catching up...

lol... mono 6 Eric... Alan, Jeremy and mi.... and Lt Kenneth arh.....Haha, so long never see him le, he so stress with his work..
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23/06
Gemcan birthday today, real birthday...
Got an sms at around 10+ in the morning asking if I awake le ma, i was still lying on the bed, very very tired. Then i left my bed on my com and then try to blog, while she ask mi if i going to play game ma... O_O mao, she hook on game liao. Then gave her a call. Oh well, she said got people treat her to sushi buffet and then got people asked her out too, because she is the birthday girl ma.. So she asked how much I have and then ask mi if I wanna go ktv today ma.. Then I say ok.

So meet her in the afternoon, then wait for her friend. Sat there at the same fast food.. she told mi how her online friends wish her happy birthday.. Hmmm... good for her...she was happy talking about it.. hehe.

Oh, she make a necklace out of the hp strap that i gave her...

Went back to the same ktv that we went on Sunday.. step into the ktv, she saw her friend that works there le.. Then we two went to the ktv room first, cause her friend still not here, her friend was at Sim Lim buying game. She told mi that her friend dont sing and is a guy that she like before...

Today, I was being bully/tease alot... -__- now her turn to shoot mi liao, cause I everytime shoot her de.. XD We sang many songs, most english songs... Well, I was trying not to spoil her mood and also trying to learn... I think I got roughly the voice le, but dare or not to sing with a group is another thing... cause today was just Gem, her friend and me.

After like left 40+ mins, her friend left... cause going to Sim Lim again to find the game, help her pay then we two carry on... Lol, we sang a new song... recently out de.. and a duet. She also pest mi to look for a song so she can listen to it and learn. Must wait for it to come out so can listen ma. But I really sux cause I never do homework la, I no time to see lyrics de, .. everytime listen to mp3.

After the ktv, she called her friend, cause her friend suppose to treat her to sushi buffet. But when she called, her friend is still in a meeting, so we two went to wheellock and eat sushi. 9pm onwards is buffet so we waited for half an hour sitting there and chit chatting, time lai le then the waiter say can start liao.. so Gem order lor, cause she told mi before, wanted to have a sushi buffet, but sorry I was very buzy with my assignments and exam, cant pei her out, so at last her buffet came true. Let her order what she likes... Haha, in the end, sorry, my stomache too small arh.. cant eat much..

After buffet, went off, as ytd same, cause she say my last day with her...or pei her go home arh... cause she wont be going out in July liao or even August. Haiz.... what am I suppose to do for this two months.. cant see her XD On the bus chit chat again. She seems tired, lol, obvious right, yesterday sing then today still sing.. So let her rest as she said so. Know a bit more about her happenings... at least.. At her stop, she alight the bus, and i took the bus to interchange today.. I go home by mrt liao, dun wan to take bus... so long and cold. At least reach home faster.

At nite, the time that i am now typing, cause I cant sleep, i keep tossing and turning, siao liao, i think i am addicted to singing, while Gem, she is addicted to game... O_O She say she will be happy if she play game.. -___- One more reason to she is to sing to her...a song delicated to you.....

Anyway..during the chit chating, we both dare one another... lol.. So today is still her single day... But... I kena ill treated.. XD Heng i never got any bruise or what so ever, cause later parents ask then how am i going to say...

PS: Today I did something... this one she doesnt even know... but memorable... When can I see her again..
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Morning woke up at 8+, then lie and sleep till 10++ then got sms... mum also try to wake mi up, raining wor, so nice to sleep.

Went to Bedok, meeting Gem at mrt station. Then took a bus with her to go to 'Temptation' a cake shop to buy a birthday cake. The bus ride was quite long. Cause she say she bought a cake from there before and its nice. I also dunno what flavor she like or where is the shop, so she choose then i buy. While walking to the cake shop, I saw Hazel, but she never saw mi...is it her, lol, i mean if it was her...o well...

After buying the cake, we took a taxi to orchard cause running late... She ask if I will still remember the cake shop where ma. She pay for the taxi fare... XD Hold her hand for a while and cross the roads.

KTV a total of 13 ppl, split into 2 rooms, hehe, so many ppl in the room, wait long to sing ba. Soon after, Gem wanted to split room, so ask some of the regulars if it is ok. So we went to another room and sing, Gem, Alpha and mi. Lol, Alpha say everytime come to ktv dare not sing in front of Belle and Nigel they all, so now left 3 of us in the room, can any how sing... Haha.. I also dare to sing ... I sing those songs I like and the songs to practice... I felt happy... Now I understand liao...

When going to end, our room still have about half an hour before the 4 hours time. Then they all came into our room with the birthday cake. Sang the birthday song...then took photo of the birthday and the birthday girl. Too many people, got to squeeze in order to take photo. Squeeze also cant manage to shoot all of us. Gem stood up and then sat on my lap -__- ... OMG.. Though maybe is nothing for her, but.. for mi, a bit weird... mao... then my hand try to hold her waist... ok la like a bit weird weird...everything got first time ba.. All come tease mi and Gem le. Then Nigel say something, said what today I go home no need to sleep le, then what I always wanted Gem to sit on mi? Aiya, it is use to it le, they always tease people de.. I promise Gem she will be single on her birthday. Tell Gem to cut a big slice let Wei Qi & Alex share the slice... Haha.

I always know no matter how hard to be serious, it is hard for people to trust mi. Nvm ba..

After the cake, when for dinner at Far East. We all started to tease one another liao... then become something that is more to adult talk liao -_- or a bit of what makes people think of those stuff. I no appetite to eat.. the cake is sweet and full in my stomach. Haha. When finish eating, I pass her the present. Belle, Amy and Nigel went off first... After that, a group of us also went off. Gem ask mi to accompany her home, -_- if Gem see this, she will say I say like I very mian qiang, but I want to see her home ba... at least pei her longer.. On bus, she say many many things though she say she very tired. I'll be the listening ear.. A bit shy cause I told her something about when she sat on my lap -___- , oh god, she still remember that day I told her about the hold hand that I will have reaction... Ok, but i was some how able to get use to it le ba... i mean no reaction liao la -__- ok i stop talking about tis, later those who read this see i so bian tai.. Or i suppose to delete everything here.

Reach her stop, alight down together and I gave her the birthday card. Then I took a bus to interchange and then a straight bus home. The journey was so long and freaking cold.. Today, really tiring, went home wash hair and face, then sleep le.
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14/06/08
She pei mi play 1 whole day of online game, so touch... so nice of her..i got ask her if she bored or tired ma cause i know she cant be like mi can look at the com 24-7 non stop, Lol, she said ache here and there as usual. XD ... Nth to say.

At least today, i cncel my friends meeting and all my army stuff buy le, so can at home pei her if she want.

15/06/08
Today, a ktv outing that i force Gem to go, yeah FORCE her to go...... cause she say she very tired after the Friday ktv with Jeff. She say nxt week she take mi to buy her cake, she choose i pay.

Today, went to bedok mrt to meet her, wooo and i was very early. n_n reach there 30 mins before our meeting time, but i nvr say to hurry her, cause i was early. Aiya, early is better than late right. Mrt she always complain she hate taking mrt, then i can understand cause we took mrt there to ktv, lol, so many ppl. Sunday ba, and somemore bedok to town sure alot de arh. Now i can dun blame all my friends living in the east to be late, but ... nvm ba.

Today arrived at the ktv late... lol and onli got like 8 person or less... Nigel and some more ppl.. and Joe and his gf.... Joe and his gf go to another room, so left a few of us singing. After a bit later, Lance came and decided to split room, otherwise very cramp and have to wait very long to sing. Today, got abit courage to sing, but in the end still sux, still trying to learn but very slow ba. O_O today got ppl teach mi to choose songs that is easy to learn. Hehe.. I got choose them then sing lor. Mao.. must be bad for all of their ears.. -___- feel so bad.. Every time go there really pai seh to sing, hearing all of them sing i very shy, ya need everytime Gem there then i got courage to sing. But after today should be fine le ba. I not the old Kiwi that i am, i try to be more open at least. She got once ask mi if i jealous,.. lol, whats there to be jealous... dunno is i do trust her alot or what ba. But... i do jealous on 1 thing, always say ppl singing nice, hahaha, i very childish, but indeed ppl singing very nice, i know..

Today, really having fun, far more happy ba cause i really wanna sing but dun dare. Every time just sing at home -_- softly. Double happiest, can get to see her, like i really despo to see her, yeah, miss her so much. PS: Dun get angry. Oh ya, her wealth also not much so i know all help her pay cause is I ask her out 1. Today she just accompany mi de. :D Today, she also not very on form cause Friday sing arh.., still nice ma..

Eat dinner, first time Gem and mi can finish our dinner. Woo.. Dunno y but i feel so hungry and very thirsty today. After dinner, we went to starbuck and sat down for coffee. Gem really like orange juice... -_- while wait for my turn to buy, saw her sms. Mao.. ok la. Take 2 straw to share the drink. We all sit under the air-conditioner then chit chat lor, talk alot, i can onli listen to adult talk, cause they all working ma, i a student no choice, havent step into their world yet. I know i very childish and i talk without thinking so i better try not to talk cause scare later say wrong thing. XD Mao..
Dumb thing i did, forget i put the things i bought her as a present on my diary cause i ask to see her hp, cause i remember she saying her hp no hp strap, haiz... y go buy wrong stuff.. should buy a necky or wat.. i oso dunno wat she really like cause she say before nth interest her.. except ktv la.. In the end have to let her see, but then nxt week hope to give her cause she ask mi to keep first. Bought her a 4 leaf clover, which meant bringing the person luck, wealth or love etc.. I hope that will bring her those. :D

After the chit chatting at the starbuck, we went home. I accompany her to her bus stop then wait for bus at around 11.30pm+, she ask mi go take mrt home first, no need to wait,, but nvm la.. since wait le, i dun mind liao, can pei her abit more. XD Though we nvr do anything la. Then told bus with her till PS, then i went to take mrt, luckily, last train, so in the end still go back home using mrt lor, didnt take bus.

Very hard to ask her out for movie which i better try asking other friends out better, at least some of my friends wanna see the movie at least sharing our laughter together. Hahaha..

Nigel say sth today, i think of sth abt what he say, mao... some guys really can attract gers like say funny jokes la, handsome etc.... all i know is to play online game, ppl say i more like zhai nan, right,, I have nth at all to attract a ger, seriously, then how am i gg to get close to even 1... or attract her, what, with my lameness? Yes i know i very lame. n_n i just a very cheapo magnet.
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Finally, i saw the movie 'Kung Fu Panda'.

One of the sentence in the movie...
Yesterday was history, Tomorrow is a mystery, now is a gift, that's why it is call the present.

It is meaningful, then i see last part so touching... wanna cry..

Today go to vivo city with my sec sch friends. I lost my way there as usual, in the end go to marina bay, then take mrt back lor. sian...

Wah...so long never come out... shop shop shop see see see weeeeeeeeeeee
so many things to see, so many ..........woooooooooo
Dunno wat to say le, is just damn nice to be out taking walks.

At nite she sms mi. n_n I know la, i say pei her at nite.... then we talk on phone. First time i talk till very hot...blushing le...lol
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11/06/08

During the two weeks of studies and exam, finally finish.... gotta rush home and pei Gem to play game....hehe if not she go offline and slp...

Been so hard studying them, as usual play game, study, miss her, loss appetite, cant slp well... Everyday study, tired try to take nap but 1 hour later woke up... dunno wat am i thinking..
mao.. i wanna pei her oso cant take my time off... -__-

Sunday the ktv, i didnt go cause Monday exam. Afternoon, got call and sms from her... seem pretty boring ba, cause she say before ktv is for singing and happy...guess not on that day. Afternoon i took a nap less than an hour, then got a call from Salbiah, lol..how come she call mi suddenly? Ask mi out for dinner, cause her friend couldnt make it..zzz So long nvr talk... now still can chat abit..hehe. But then, i scare she sell mi stuff..haha

Well i cant remember much wat haf i been thinking or doing during those week. I onli know sometimes i can concentrate fully and sometimes i cant.

Hamster die another 1... Haiz...left 3 more.
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O_O 1 more early post, must study hard for tml, last paper...

MissU,MissU,**********MissU,MissU,**MissU, Miss,****Miss, MissU,***********************************************************************
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Exam period, stop blogging cause dont really got time to have mood to write...Haha... 2 more days and abit more freedom. : D

Wanna write sth here before i return to my studies.







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-_- slept at 5 am today woke up at 8am.... then sleep at 9am woke up at 10am, omg...
Feeling very very cold, and wanna vomit... Was waiting for Gem sms, but didnt get, then nvm, i oso fever, dun wanna think so much. pop 2 panadol then go try to study. which i cant really do so now.

i today, really have to lie down on my bed... seeing Gem online, i oso cant talk much, cause now i cant think(dizzy) and maybe will go emo, haha. Dun say so kua zhang le... but do hope she understand

no appetite, tummy a bit unwell..

Who lai pei wo........ fever getting a bit high le..but still must study... otherwise really no time. Jia You. Take two tape then paste at eye lid and forehead to stay awake. Haha...just joking. O_O toothpick na? painful la.

Still got 2 weeks to think... wat am i gg to do....have to wait for my exam to finish first...i dunno wat she likes -_- tats the hardest part... how to know... ... should i make sth or buy sth?

Mao... a few days of calling her... dunno will waste her hp bill ma XD
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Hehe, here I blog again, ytd midnite/today very very early morning, got a sms from Gem ask mi when I gg to play the online game... I got wait for her to reply my msn..in the end she sms mi. XD Oh well, then I call her and play together with her from midnite till 3am in the morning. Also on the phone for a few hours. : D She dunno how to play so I have to help her/teach her.
Ytd she say sth till half-way, but i dun quite get it.... Am I really dumb or really dunno wat to do...? -___- haiz... how to know wat a woman is thinking... can at least know wat she wants..

TOday on msn, she was already online O_O omg, did she slp? Ask her, then she say got...
She say the online game was boring... I told her if boring then dun play ba, she dun like those normal rpg game i think, so no point forcing urself play XD

Each every 3 months, I have a habit of changing myself in someway... : D Haha,... something will surely affect mi to change de

Dunno if it is gd or bad...let other ppl judge..

Another day, not enough slp so take nap in the afternoon, just 1-2hr nap.... Now, realize not enough time to study...

Yeah, finally, I found a starting song... : D

Found an anime called Chi's Sweet Home, it is about a kitten, a very cute little kitten lost its way and about it life.

How many things must i still study... -___-, still got alot.... headache arh...
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Mao, 2nd day... very very hot inside my body... temp still ok .... Today, eat favourite meal at lunch, yes... maggie, instant noodle..

During those weeks of assignment, when 6pm reaches I always eye pain >_< walao like wanna tell mi dun use my eyes pls... Then sometimes worse is dunno why my wrist also hurts, is it they saying havent play game for a while le, hahaha, hand wan to play game? Hehe

Guess i try taking a nap first, then study the whole nite..... Every nap i take means I really unwell, haha, meaning comfirm sick liao cause I dun take nap de, unless sick O_O maybe if nth to do during army i oso slp... XD I dun wanna fail tis last semester, work hard and do wat i wan when i am in the working world.

I suddenly dun feel any luck around mi.., cause i always been dependent on my luck... on everything... Haha, dun lame -____- ... If wishes can come true, then i know y my luck will disappear or else...

Mao...timid.....

O_O hamster, gave them watermelon jusice, spilled on the floor....... -____-
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Today, someone make Gem very unhappy, well sort of... lol, not mi la... -_-, so ask mi wanna call her which i did a.s.a.p, hahaha. Ok, she talk to mi about y she's so troubled.... wait before that she woke up at afternoon, then i know why yesterday she sleep late. Dunno y some guys really weird haiz.. treat ger with no respect at all.

She going to have jobs coming her way le, yes.. everything at least she tell people in advance de. But see if i remember ma...

After her lunch, i make a joke, she say no mood then slp le -_- I really a failure to make jokes....

Afternoon, got a cat at corridor, it is around my neighbours' door there... then neighbour pour water on it, walao poor cat, not scare of water liao, maybe use to it.. Saw it shivering, then my mum wanna use broom to chase it away when it is outside of our corridor... Then i think best if i go out pick it up and carry it awway ba -_- it is very ke lian liao...shivering cold body, the cat quite cute and is a bit heavy, the cat really got good master, feed it till so..... XD Long time never hold a cat liao, just nice to pat it...but it is soak with water...

My 1 whole afternoon, was nearly lost my throat -_- zzzz... LOL!
Got a bit of water drop from my eyes, dun ask, i dunno y, maybe very very sleepy...
Making a big afford to study hard for my last 2 paper. Still finding it hard to study.

Maybe because a person, I somehow felt i change a bit more, i myself not sure... Cause now, i can concentrate on something a bit more concentrating.. cause i usually will be easily distracted. Less gaming -_-, LOL I stop my online game also... my comics i also didn't buy le... When she around I look at her a lot rather than my surrounding, haha funny ma? NO... seriously...

If i go school or go out with friends maybe can see other gers with my friends XD ...ok la,,,see see onli -_- later she see tis blog angry le.... but my heart still got her onli -__- mao... my zhen xin hua.... believe or not is up to anyone who read tis..

Learn a lot about many things, each day going out with her... Still i got call her by Gem, but still remember that day she dun wan mi to call her that... until now still no answer so just call her Gem first... if not keep talking to her without calling her like very impolite/irritating to her -_-

Dunno y felt got many things to say to her but yet...
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Another day for ktv outing,... after my last assignment, finally, can meet Gem again...haha.. i wait so long cause i turn her down many times le.. Cant wait liao...

On msn she say she maybe be late but try to make it on time. Waited an hour for her, i got sms her saying can take her time, nvm de. She say her house downstairs got fire... then got take statement oso...

We had lunch together at fish & co., cant eat much...both of us, then waste food. So long nvr see her, must look more at her. After lunch, go a bit walk at borders, i know she dun like to walk.... but we did walk abit inside, look around inside, cause she hate book so see see onli. O_O she grab my arm, sad i nvr try to hold her hand, though i wanted to.. I really can ma? She got tell mi she give mi chance then say i let go her hand ...? Next time maybe i try to hold her hand... Mao, she oso got pinch mi dunno for what... heng not hard, later swollen. XD

When we reach the ktv on time , the door was locked... then we abit worried cause if not open then have to go somewhere else. Soon after, then we know it opens at 3pm... zZZzz Those regulars knows about it already. We waited for them with a new person called Amy. They were like an hour late.. even Amelia too. Ha..ha.. I was playing my psp and she say i every time play ... which i did not -_-!!! She looked at my psp wallpaper and say she dun like the wallpaper which is my idol Ayumi on it... then wat u wan mi to put,? Her pics? Anyway, she hate ppl take photo of her...


She brought another friend to ktv, a guy on mirc de, first time meet, and always call Gem honey on mirc, haha...But her friend, Jeff, very pro singer. Today, Alex sick due to soat throat, then Joe last minute back out. Today, Amelia alone in a ktv room full of guys, poor poor... but she came to our room to sing instead. Today, many people in our room feel very hot.. Maybe cause the air con not on very strong. Gem got take off her coat... O_O woo... Why today, Amelia also try to take my diary...? O_O Lucky she just say my words very very small, Haha, which I always did. Maybe because i scare ppl see then i write so small ba. Looking at all of them, how i wish i also can sing ... haha.. i wan to sing to her oso -_- haiz...must learn a bit to sing for your love one ba... XD

After ktv, we went for dinner together with the club, go to Wheel Lock place go eat big O, and it was wow, very ex.. -_- but ok la, at least no need to wait, but have no appetite to eat, see her if full enough le ba.. hahaha, order liao oso cant eat much. Haiz.. waste food onlyleh. She drink the soup of the day and eat 1 bit of the pie... she really no appetite? Must spoon feed? She too tired to eat..? Haha.. I order sandwich also cant finish, my stomache i think is getting smaller and smaller...

After that, Belle and the other guys went for 2nd round of dinner cause not full, they say they gg to Burger King. The rest dun feel like eating le. Lance go off saying he got sth to settle. Bahamut, Jayce, Gem, Jeff and mi went to Wisma, walk a bit then go Starbuck for coffee. Sit down there, chat abit here and there...

I realise something, after a few days of Sunday with her, i let her do wat she wans... do haf faith in wat she do..trust is all u need to have, i think.. She today call mi many names -__- maybe i should fix one she call easier...zzzz weird, y call mi so many names... and i still dunno how to call her..

Everytime, i posting for the ktv clubs, i tend to write more and more onli during the outing, maybe it is the onli day that is interesting and different from any other day. Every time i so timid and no courage to sing at ktv, then y i bother to go, must pick up courage to sing neh... Now the most try to pick up my voice... cause i c all of them sing with loud voice, how to sing i also dunno what is right way or not...
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