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August 31, 2008

31/8/8
Went to ktv, yes again... with my two friends... it is fun today cause got many ppl go too... yes Gem was there too.. Tot Belle got go but didnt.. Joe Alex and Nigel all there,... Alpha too.. Alpha come join mi and my friends in the same room.. We sing song there, have fun... Friends get along wiith the ktv club too. :D

So very tired and hungry... Lunch didnt eat, cause no appetite. No c movie too... -___- haiz, nxt time ba, if not watch online ...

O_O today... i am glad... happy...

Went home, finally got ppl pei mi go home.. i mean leave at the west side.. Zhi Jia & Xue Li. Zhi Jia ask mi alot of things.. -_- erh about...

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August 30, 2008

Soon~ Deadline coming soon, must prepare le.... CHARGE....

29th Aug
met two of my team members, one is Grabriel cause we always come school to compile our work, the other is the girl Regine. Ask her to discuss the documentation de, but, our program too buggy so left her there doing nth lor. Then, she say want to handle the documentation seens we 2 doing programming, but hor, you know what things got change ma? Lol, have u ever try before the game we make?? If dunno how to write?

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August 29, 2008

Arhhhhhhhhhh...... bugs bugs and more bugs..... *spray spray spray.........................Go away.....

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August 28, 2008

hmm... nowadays mtv at night all canto hit... O_O so many old old chinese songs too... but havent got time to see, sometimes got see la, cause eating my siew mai for supper ma. : D

So today is the day i having my long time no c friend, siew maisssssss..............weeeeeeeeeeeee
so long nvr c u, come kiss... XD *i eat u up... haha

王馨平- 我是谁
came across tis old song, dunno y, remind mi of sth, and the mtv is quite unique in a way. Maybe it remind mi of sth very important to mi. :D



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August 27, 2008

O_O yes, Monday i nvr see wrong... Today i saw her again, lol, she live near my house, a secondary school classmate. Long time nvr c her le... Erh.. she got go same poly with mi if not wrong wor. Ok... At least i remember her name. :D and face, if not very pai seh... XD

Yes yes yes, the game is forming.... finishing soon, well hope it works well, has been hard on Grabriel....

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August 26, 2008

Oi oi oi... I getting slimmer... HAHAHA. eating lesser and lesser, even skip supper... maybe 2 days 2 meals or 3 ... hehe.. Today, lost of my voice.. hehe.. cause at home shouting lor...

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Damn it... r you two still in my group, sms you guys even on msn, u guys got reply ma?? Or at least can tell mi wth r u all doing? Bz working on ur own stuff? REPLY PLS...

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August 25, 2008

24/8
Yesterday night was watching 2 ghost tv shows at midnight while i am doing my codings. Suddenly, so many ideas pop up in my mind as how to go about doing it. So, i make a few minor changes to the game we did, so i have confident we be there a bit more faster.

Today, another outing, meet Gem for lunch. Then found out she sing last week for some event and get a 2nd place.. Wow. Then got ppl ask her to make her into singer. O_O woo.. gogogo

Didnt eat as usual cause i feel like my mouth full of codes just waiting to come out ... Today, heard got many ppl going. Open 3 rooms. Hmmm..ok la, quite alot of ppl today.

Go ktv sing, i dun care i sing badly or wat. Relieve le.. woo. Sing sing sing, hehe Alex same room with mi, can hear his song le, last week didnt get to hear. Today, pai seh for all my lousy singing and all my shouting.

My song list for today: Fly Away, 月牙湾, 大海, 千年之恋, 世界唯一的你, My Way, One night in Beijing. Mao. I know i sux at singing, but who cares...

O_O i better after 7th month then sing One Night in Beijing, cause they say so.. -_-
Si Alex, I sing 大海 he didnt say anything, until when he sing the song, he down key... zzzz Make mi sing normal 1 arh -_-, i dunno this u nvr tell mi leh, but. Zhi Jia change back to key 0 when Alex was about to sing, lol, after the song, he sit there breathless... Zhi Jia morning walk AHM, wow, still come ktv and sing.. think he still very tired after the run ba..

Dinner didnt eat with them, yes, i left Gem alone with them, -_- she oso not eating at BK, i got ask her if she want to come eat with mi and my friends ma...O well..I met them at Taka then go cine to eat pastamania.. After that, we weree thinking of either gg to watch movie or go ktv...LOL. KC suggest 1 leh..Got call a few ppl to check party world or kbox, but in the end have to ask Alex. Then Gem call back tot I was asking Nigel to go pub to sing.. So in the end, my friend say play pool cause i very moody . Sure my friends know the reason, especially they r my army friends for 2-3 yrs, yeah, there is only one thing that can after my mood alot.. While pooling about 10pm +, Gem call, ask mi where i am, tot of saying if can pei her home.., dun think she is happy la.. Anyway, during that time we also gg off le. I ask where she at and if she on the bus or not.. I ask my friends where is the bus stop lol, tot she was near the wheellock area, in the end, she sit at the bus top opposite of somerset mrt station. So, yes, quite near since i at cineleasure.. so like that lor, i walk to the bus stop and pei her home. End. We talk abit on bus, she havent eat dinner, haiz.. tell her le if she wan to come eat dinner since u at BK not eating. She say go home eat noodles. zz.seems like she have quite a good bf, :D Not bad wat, at least he care alot for u hor, so u must guai guai listen to ur bf... hehe..
Well, my turn le, reach bedok interchange le, -__- last 30 go le...take 14 back to clementi.. Sweet, took a taxi home from clementi, the uncle very nice.. still can chat alot wor.

Seeing her just make my mind at ease..
Thanks to her, things have started to change..Make more friends, if not i likely in my own home, play onlie game..
More confidence in some ways.. Like today, my friend saw the bag a guy is holding, he want to see wat brand thn can check it out, then i go into the shop ask that guy the brand of the bag he was holding.
Every now and then, start offering seats to other ppl who need them more than i do.. on public transport. Lol, u think is basic manners right? Sorry, before this whole thing, i am not like that.
And...hmm..weird..see other girls think of her, think of her le, then dun wan to see other girls -_-
Wat is wrong with mi...??

* i will always remember the words that my friends say to mi, they cant think of any present to give mi, cause there is nothing that i dun have. But, they know, what i dun haf is hard to give mi cause wat i wanted is to have a gf and to love her. I dunno wat is it like to love.. Well, haf to wait...

Whahooo.. so long since i posted a long long blog. yes.. many many long long blog sure always is about girls 1, cause the girls that i like make my life different... XD

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August 23, 2008

Wha..lao... -_- heng the supervisor didnt say bad thing or get angry. Sian.. my team members, donno doing what.. Today, receive the stuff from Regine, then told her what pics to make so i can put inside the interface. Then got her 2 movie file for the game. I look at it le... hmm... movie file is introduction lai de. O_O All words?? Win le la, animation??? Waaa... 1 week she doing what?? Like this the words in video de, should be simple ba... i guess. If animation inside video more hard. One whole week give mi this?? Then yesterday pass me picture for interface.. sad, all wrong size. Why our communication so weird. She cant understand what I wan, or I didnt tell her the RIGHT thing to do?

Meeting together time, some people also do own stuffy.

Funny huh, yesterday cant meet us, cause her leg injure or something like that, then today she can come.. hmmm.. If you think meeting us is not important arh.. then tell mi pls. I do ot care outside you got what, cause now we are all doing fyp. And pls dun poke ur nose into the codes if u dunno how to do, dun even ask what is wrong with the codes, cause i am really piss cause talk too much and dun do really make mi angry. Some time/ most i oso know i like that and i hate myself like that arh.

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Mao mao... things are getting worse every week le... hehe... smile make them go away huh...wat to do, happy or sad also like that. These week, feel like scolding someone, really make me angry. Well, try to torlerate. Got sms from Belle, then sms to Gem, erk, she too bz to reply mi arh, nvm ba,...

Haiz, wanna ask Wei Guang & KC to go ktv on Sunday de... told them i gg to the ktv club de, they say dun wan... cause they seldom go ma, and last week was their first time, and some more is celebrate my birthday so give mi 'face'. Still think they r dumb to treat mi that day... -___-
Hope they can come sing with mi, last week was so fun. This week if got go, I wanna shout liao.
~ W A R N I N G ~
LOL, I still dare not sing in front of them, like got a lot of pressure.

Ok, there my mei mei studying for her 'O' level, good luck to u ba, maybe i soon have my free time too, then i can go play badminton le.. hehehe
As for angela, really nvr see her online for so long le, after that day we met in school bus stop, she appear online O__O , weird huh.. she having test, same with other of my friends studying the same course.

Diary/note book.. i got a lot of note books with mi... many to write notes... diaries..drawing.. cause outside of ur house, there will be many stuff around you, u wont know wat things will come to your mind, after some time, you may not recall wat you r thinking. Nad still remember I draw bears on my notebook. Now, my bears all weird weird 1, nothing cute came out. A few weeks back, I was trying to draw image, well, at least the outline is nice.. XD Gonna try drawing my bears and make them human. Better if i can model them and sell. o_o if can, i laugh. HAHAHA

Very long time never play pool~~~ boooo~ I wan to play~ Though I any how poke de, but fun ma, go play play also shiok.

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August 19, 2008

O_O every week, is it a rountine having to go over the same thing. Sick sick sick... I have nothing to say cause I am doing this to my own self. Hahaha

Either think too much FYP, if not think of her ...

O well, always like that, well at least got time, I miss her, sometime need to do fyp dun think so much then can concentrate on my fyp. Deadline coming soon.

Al I wanna say tisto you in person.. I really miss you. But, now better not bother her r/s. :D

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August 18, 2008

17/8/8

Today go ktv with my own friends, but got meet up with the club arh... I ask my friends if they really want to come with mi to ktv.. cause i know they dun sing -___- or we can go other places to hang out lor. Today, got Alex, Wei Qin, Zenn and Lance onli, wah.. so few ppl....

Yesterday, Gem ask if got recieve any sms and I say no. Then on msn ask Nigel and he tell mi to ask Alex or Belle, so I did ask Alex. He say got lor. Today he told mi, not only I ask why didnt recieve sms, got many ppl ask him le.. He need to go check what happen in their comunittee.

Mi and my 3 friends in one room, some first time come ktv de.. Ok la, sing ba, who cares if u dun sing well, sing all u wan, let out all those trouble inside u. :D

Today, try out many songs... O_O oso grab Wei Qin to sing with mi.. hehe. Ty. I know i sing very lan, but i need female to sing duet. Alex oso sing duet with mi cause sing Qian Nian Zhi Lian.

Today, they help mi celebrate my birthday, my 3 friends. All expenses are pay by them. I felt abit weird, cause i dun want them to pay for everything, i got money to pay for those too. It is silly. No present nvm arh, I dun wanna owe ppl stuff..

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August 15, 2008

woohoo~ another year.. tired of those wishful wishes, cause none came true... haha.

Well, dad bought mi a external hard disk and ear piece as present cause i need them. But i didnt want them to buy in the first place, i dun wan to spend their $.. but due to some incident ...

o well,

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August 14, 2008

Today, went to sch again... Lol. When going home, guess who i saw, is Angela, mei mei.. Wah long time nvr c her in school le... not even online.. She holding so big pile of notes.. omg.. business ... zzzz

Always having fever and worse cant slp much nor have appetite to eat... Lol, those who know mi well will know y le XD It is like that arh, ...and thats mi.

o_o small eyes
o_O hao lian
O_o not feeling well
O_O stare
-_- sian

How xiang how xiang ta.... miss you

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August 11, 2008

10/8/8

Going to ktv again, cause house here too noisy, got malay wedding, if do work i confirm cant concentrate... -__- do work need to be quiet and... go ktv need to relieve stress.. haha.. Kue and alpha not gg today..

Today, she sms if i am gg and to check out how many gg to ktv. She say she feeling dizzy, then i suggest her not to go. Take care of health more important, if you midway faint, no one knows arh.. but in the end she came.
I was there too early.. XD Then 3pm + they arrive, onli 7 of us today so 1 room... Joe was here too, lol, today alone cause often he with his gf 1 arh..

My heart and mind r in a mess today, i dunno wat am i thinking...
Like a person, it doesnt mean to have him/her. Well, I still do like her alot, I dunno, I cant help it, but I'll keep distance away cause i dun wanna disturb her life, and cause she got bf le. Friends we still can talk talk abit :D Yes. I am myself today, once again...

Nigel today very high, keep disturbing ppl wor. Today got 4 gers and 3 guys. So guys r bless.. hehe. Today saw Avier too, cause yesterday sudden msn talk to mi, which i dun even know who is she.

Finally, I get a final wish finally i ask her to sing with mi just tis song.. Arh.. I know i no gd arh, but i trying my best le, to learn, but no one teach mi arh... so sad

The ktv club is getting...
It will be like wat I have seen when I was in the faction in GE. Some things isnt wat u think, yes i do/am naive to think but tat is who i am.

After ktv, we go pub, dunno y, i followed too~ :D My first time go this places wor.. nothing much inside.. erkkkkkkkk..

PS: today nigel & joe ask many things, concern about mi -___-, so touch... haha.. ty lor..

Very very tired, came home att around 12 + am. Luckily still got last mrt and bus. I am just happy and tired.

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August 9, 2008

I realise liking a person, i became totally different -_- is not mi... my mind isnt myself, neither is my heart ...

Ytd, i piss off 1 of my fyp member... i worry he dunno the codes i change... haiz.. i was trying to help.. i know he got do..

Doing fyp in the afternoon, parents went out with my bro as usual, Dad bought a hard disk and a ear piece as birthday present.

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August 8, 2008

8/8/08

Haha thirple 8...
Update on my blog and fyp..
fyp is getting stressful, cause we lack behind as usual.. Our grp so far, we bz doing coding.. there is still so many things to do, and 3 of us codes onli.. Trying all my best now, the more i think, the more i dun feel like doing...

Must not think bad about it, look on the bright side.. :D
There are problems... how i wish i got ppl to share now...but i promise before i wont nag away... keeping inside perhaps is better.. XD or write in blog tat is, make my blog suffer, hahahaha.

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August 5, 2008

Everything has sort out between us...

Lol, well wat can i say, like tis become hi bye friends?...

say till like tat.. if i know u consider friend, if i know u abit can be more le... -__-

well, today, got a person add mi, tot is who... colin.. still dare to say i foget who u r, u change msn also nvr tell mi, u win le la.. from poly u gone missing. Dun blame mi ask u who r u.

Another thing, nad having problem with her work in sch...hmm.. studying in SIM is like that 1, must motivate urself, ask ppl to push u if u cant XD

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August 3, 2008

Woooooooooo~

Ytd went for my ippt, fail my 2.4 ... haha~

The other 4 station all pass... even chin up >_< . Sit at home all day still can pass abit...

Went home after that, very tiring and aching all over, ate dinner soon fall aslp, 8 - 12 after that wake up till now no slp...

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