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April 28, 2008

27/04/08 Accompany Gem to KTV, cause she first time meeting her KTV club she just sign up. Everytime she like to sing the same sad song... -___-
Don't know why she like to sing those...meaningful song or sad memories?? Today able to meet more friends...haha. They are a group of new people to me. Their singing so nice...so pro wor. Enjoy myself there cause can listen to my favourite song aloud.

I found something that I wish my gf will have...haha....lame....if i ever get 1..

Today, to my surprise, my secondary school friends suddenly call mi up. I answer and then they ask mi if I wanna meet up today. I promise Gem to accompany her, then I told my friend see how first.

After the KTV, I met up with my secondary school friends, then bring them to meet those from KTV clubs de. Lol., scare they lost in Orchard cause they seldom come here...

Why do I feel so awkward/jealous when I saw her talk to other guys...., Meow... LOL. Of cause she can talk to whoever she wants what, whats wrong with mi? Calm down....she is my jiejie.....I say to myself...., the more I think, the more I hate myself........

Perhaps I just scare to lose a ger/jie ... or maybe i just despo for sth...
I must remind myself, dun think so much....I dun wanna lose any friends, nor go out with her feeling awkward, going out with her is good enough.


I just silly...dunno what is like, love...i am just a sicko. Someday, might as well kill myself then I can dun worry so much..zzzz...easier tat way.think of it onli, wouldnt dare to do it..but i many times nearly run over by car le, didnt check traffic...I never had any regret cause I always speak frankly, though some have gone missing now... especially those two girls that i called them mei mei. Curses? Haha.

When I always feel down, wear my headphone, on the song to the max and start to whisper those lyrics...,hoping i would be deaf....always cursing myself......

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