April 25, 2008
More and more things that need to be done, after that enjoyful day for me. Maybe it isn't hard to handle, it is just my laziness that make me so miserable and stress. After that day, couldn't sleep for 1 night, feverish the next day. Think of funny stuff i guess. Normal for me lor, haha.
Until now, I dunno what think can motivate mi to work.... I still dunno what i am thinking nor doing. Unclear, undecisive, naive.... Perhaps wait/luck is no longer a thing i should do/use. But using other matter seem to worsen the things i am trying to do.
I cannot be myself again, make new changes in life. I stop my "kan yi tian, shuan yi tian " life.
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@ 9:51 PM
Don't let me go -