Another day for ktv outing,... after my last assignment, finally, can meet Gem again...haha.. i wait so long cause i turn her down many times le.. Cant wait liao...

On msn she say she maybe be late but try to make it on time. Waited an hour for her, i got sms her saying can take her time, nvm de. She say her house downstairs got fire... then got take statement oso...

We had lunch together at fish & co., cant eat much...both of us, then waste food. So long nvr see her, must look more at her. After lunch, go a bit walk at borders, i know she dun like to walk.... but we did walk abit inside, look around inside, cause she hate book so see see onli. O_O she grab my arm, sad i nvr try to hold her hand, though i wanted to.. I really can ma? She got tell mi she give mi chance then say i let go her hand ...? Next time maybe i try to hold her hand... Mao, she oso got pinch mi dunno for what... heng not hard, later swollen. XD

When we reach the ktv on time , the door was locked... then we abit worried cause if not open then have to go somewhere else. Soon after, then we know it opens at 3pm... zZZzz Those regulars knows about it already. We waited for them with a new person called Amy. They were like an hour late.. even Amelia too. Ha..ha.. I was playing my psp and she say i every time play ... which i did not -_-!!! She looked at my psp wallpaper and say she dun like the wallpaper which is my idol Ayumi on it... then wat u wan mi to put,? Her pics? Anyway, she hate ppl take photo of her...


She brought another friend to ktv, a guy on mirc de, first time meet, and always call Gem honey on mirc, haha...But her friend, Jeff, very pro singer. Today, Alex sick due to soat throat, then Joe last minute back out. Today, Amelia alone in a ktv room full of guys, poor poor... but she came to our room to sing instead. Today, many people in our room feel very hot.. Maybe cause the air con not on very strong. Gem got take off her coat... O_O woo... Why today, Amelia also try to take my diary...? O_O Lucky she just say my words very very small, Haha, which I always did. Maybe because i scare ppl see then i write so small ba. Looking at all of them, how i wish i also can sing ... haha.. i wan to sing to her oso -_- haiz...must learn a bit to sing for your love one ba... XD

After ktv, we went for dinner together with the club, go to Wheel Lock place go eat big O, and it was wow, very ex.. -_- but ok la, at least no need to wait, but have no appetite to eat, see her if full enough le ba.. hahaha, order liao oso cant eat much. Haiz.. waste food onlyleh. She drink the soup of the day and eat 1 bit of the pie... she really no appetite? Must spoon feed? She too tired to eat..? Haha.. I order sandwich also cant finish, my stomache i think is getting smaller and smaller...

After that, Belle and the other guys went for 2nd round of dinner cause not full, they say they gg to Burger King. The rest dun feel like eating le. Lance go off saying he got sth to settle. Bahamut, Jayce, Gem, Jeff and mi went to Wisma, walk a bit then go Starbuck for coffee. Sit down there, chat abit here and there...

I realise something, after a few days of Sunday with her, i let her do wat she wans... do haf faith in wat she do..trust is all u need to have, i think.. She today call mi many names -__- maybe i should fix one she call easier...zzzz weird, y call mi so many names... and i still dunno how to call her..

Everytime, i posting for the ktv clubs, i tend to write more and more onli during the outing, maybe it is the onli day that is interesting and different from any other day. Every time i so timid and no courage to sing at ktv, then y i bother to go, must pick up courage to sing neh... Now the most try to pick up my voice... cause i c all of them sing with loud voice, how to sing i also dunno what is right way or not...
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