Every now and then, writing all these short notes ..

Those are my regret......

Now, i know about her injury.. worry about her yet i cant hear her..concern about her.. there is nth i could do, but wait for her to calm down..

Yesterday lie on bed, then soon fell asleep.. didnt know my eyes so painful... my mind is just full of things..
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I want to ask her how she doing, but have to wait. She injure her leg, yet I cant ask her if she is okay ma..Only when wan t to go ktv then i know she hurt her leg...

Why? What happen to u i also want to know..I also concern about you.

Today, the game starts, programming, headache, things picking up slow~.. slower than i thought. Well, give all my best, it is time to make myself another personality, if not i wont make it :D.

Another evolution begins....
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I cant get into slp, neither have apettite to eat..
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27/7

Once again, i make her angry cause i didnt ask her for her opinion.

Then later, i oso know she is hurt, she didnt tell mi she hurt her leg. I do want to care for her.. I didnt mean to hurt her too~

I didnt why i myself hurt so much inside..

Naive, no brain.. always using excuses to get myself out, ...heart is soft..
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A few days more for before handing up our prototype... what can I do... what am i suppose to do? Still feeling very cold... a bit fever ... :D

Been thinking... for our assignment, what have all we individuals did so far. Something is not right at all... Been in school for a few days this week, been jumping here and there on my work too~ at home, I cant force myself to do anything. Now hard time to even chat with any friends, whether real life or online...

I realise sometimes when i want to go out, ask friends out, most of them not free.
Sometimes, when friends ask mi out, have to decide whom or which I going... or rather person who ask me early... cause i promise them..

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That day, on Sat, KC mi and Wei Guang was surpose to meet at 2pm. I was early as usual... go look around PS. KC reach after 2pm.. but Wei Guang... he overshot.. reach PS at 4pm+ So we wait there...till 4+

Gem call mi.. then talk about ktv stuff.

We are really angry with him. Ask him reason, he say go to Bugis to do something... then still dare to say got 1 new hp in his bag. Make him treat us to movies... lol, 9pm+ movie... thought can catch last mrt home, in the end, the dark knight 2hours + then end up catch night bus.
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hmmmm...... again... So cold, so cold.... ytd was shivering, off fan still cold... fever lai le... XD

Msg my meimei oso no reply.... -___- some time really worry she will do silly things.

Gem is bz too~

I working on my fyp, must stop all my activities le... so sad.
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Today, sms her as normal, in the end, she did not go ktv.

I waited for the time for my friend to pick mi up at my house. Gonna celebrate RM birthday.

Dean and his cousin pick mi up in his car then we set off to botanic garden.. There RM, Hazel and Anizah were already there. We have to walk abit from the car park to where they were. There was a few school band performing on a center stage, many people were just setting their own mat and sitting on the ground and watch their performance.

As always, they like to do funny things, being with them is just full of laugher.
Still, I am not that playful and open as them..
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Yo... once again.
Ytd went to ktv with Gem, she scare her hair ppl say not nice -_-
Well, accompany her there.

Today, got a big room to sing in... woo...

Well, there is something a bit weird... when i went home..
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Well blog, there is no one to talk to any more, other friends are starting their school too..
Its back to square one..

I really dunno what I wan now...

Today, got a chance to talk with her and Jake as usual..

Now I confirm i wont treated as a normal friend like how we are last time.. but just a gamer friend.

Sometimes, I wonder.. Keeping friends so as not to lose them is 1 thing.. Do they like to be friends with you?

I wish to know more people.. I need too..
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Its been days I couldnt sleep well at all. My eyes are in pain.. I also know there is nothing to think about,, but what makes mi cant sleep ?

Lots to think about, lots of questions, yet no answers.. Is a pain cause I am too curious for answers.
Anyway, that day she say can I stop asking her things.. So those answers I haf to think for it? Writing it down at least make me feel more calm... so I dun think so much.. : D

For the past few days, things have started to change.., so have I.. isnt it funny...3 months is up.. so I did change in some way. I written it down some where in either my blog or my own note book, every 3 months, there is always something that will make a bit changes in me...

Went out everyday, just so I could tired myself. Cause I hate it, I suddenly felt a lot of energy inside me, too much...
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Went out today, bloody weather, raining before I want to go out... Sian..
Went out and try to reach at 2 though Wei Guang say change to 3. Hack care, I just wanna go out drain my energy.

2 days of sleepless night, dunno y cant get into sleep, so much energy.

Went to meet them, waited for long lor, who ask me to go so early. But my mood isnt good at all, i need to drain out all my energy... so i could sleep.
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歌词：歌曲:别说我的眼泪你无所谓
歌手:东来东往
别说我的眼泪你无所谓
原唱：东来东往
一个人在这个夜里
孤单得难以入睡
真的 想找个人来陪
不愿意一个人喝醉
醉了以后就会流泪
数着你给的伤悲
为什么 你总让我憔悴
别说我的眼泪你无所谓
看我流泪 你头也不回
哭过了 泪干了 心变成灰
我想要的美 你还不想给
伤了的 我的心 怎去面对
爱给了你我不后悔
只希望你给我一次机会
让我去追让我去飞
毕竟爱过的心需要安慰
需要你安慰
Music
一个人在这个夜里
孤单得难以入睡
真的 想找个人来陪
不愿意一个人喝醉
醉了以后就会流泪
数着你给的伤悲
为什么 你总让我憔悴
别说我的眼泪你无所谓
看我流泪 你头也不回
哭过了 泪干了 心变成灰
我想要的美 你还不想给
伤了的 我的心 怎去面对
爱给了你我不后悔
只希望你给我一次机会
让我去追让我去飞
毕竟爱过的心需要安慰
需要你安慰
啊
看我流泪 你头也不回
哭过了 泪干了 心变成灰
我想要的美 你还不想给
伤了的 我的心 怎去面对
爱给了你我不后悔
只希望你给我一次机会
让我去追让我去飞
毕竟爱过的心需要安慰
需要你安慰

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All I want to do now is sleep sleep sleep.........
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Now, seems like seldom blog...

No idea what to write, fyp stuff, i wont complain cause we now start as a grp, now i just trying to help them in art stuff, cause i know i cant do much.. hehe

Well, so long havent seen Gem no mood till now... still dont know how to help her but wait... wait for her mood come back then try to talk...
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