How I wish can talk like that everyday... Really got much to tell..... and listen...


Haiz... Alone with my brother at home again.... Parents went back for a few days...

Blog arh blog... Hope got ppl talk to me... I very sian...

Ya hor... so long never ask what type of guys she like, I can intro... ^_^
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Flank both...

Happy to see her talking to me. Really O_O felt better when talking to her. Gave the farewell gift le... -_- Feel so lame, what in the world am I thinking, giving those stuff.... Rather than a farewell gift, is as if is still wooing girl de gift. Haiz... I very lousy.
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I really never learn at all. One after another.... I done wrong at the same thing. I am really scare.... really...Hope someone can change me and teach me..
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These few days been waking up early. Seems like I have an impt things not yet done.....
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Haiz.... I WANT .....


I scared is because of me, she dun wan to work here le.... sob sob... so sad
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Dunno is gd or bad....Hope is neither a gd news or a bad news. Anyway... Dun let my thoughts run wild again le. Stay still and focus liao... But I think of her some times.

Blog: -_- Every time you think of her... Slap yourself.
Kiwi: You so bad.
Blog: Then dun think of her.
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If you cant get love, get all the rest... and make sure with all the best. Cause everything else will feel the love slot.

Every week, I told a indirect lie, every week, I always try to stop at a certain place to see a certain person before I go meet my friends. I know is stupid this way, but t makes mi calmer, but every time I went there, she's not around. Sad... something call is not fated ... Though, I would like one day to get to know her more, donno why, but I indeed felt that way.

Today, I was told that she gonna leave the work area to another career. She wouldn't tell me a thing. I think I know why... is best I should just leave her alone.
Now I wish her all the best in her career and her love life.

Still remain the same, as always whenever I like a girl, I would only see her wherever I go. And will only stop liking once she have a bf/ignoring me/tell me she doesn't like me. Now I have to let my heart rest... but still liking her..

Last, I do like girls, but I never date them before... 我喜欢过人， 但从来没有谈过恋爱。

Why do I still wanna keep waiting...... STOP IT STOP IT... STOP IT Heart.. Mind.. Before I am lost again.

I still finding a person to control mi, before.......
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Hmmm.... What I done are just irritating..... Instead of making people happy.

Really feeling a lot better. Hope tml dun come back can le.

So sorry have to make them hard at work, still helping mi in many ways... Wish I could do something to thanks them.

Saw this show on tv, sometimes, I really wonder.... Wonder how love s like, betray etc. Actually, half I do like to see some love movies, drama... just that most times things make mi cry.....make my heartache. There is a saying in the show "If you don't trust anybody, you wont find true love." Then there is another.. All is just a smokescreens. What you see may not be true. Its lucky you didnt see the truth.

I am just curious. And love and care for one. See so many happiness all around. Really felt happy for those who found theirs. I always pray they all will stay happy forever. ^_^ Rather then wish myself find 1. Haha, I not being silly. Sometimes, if you couldn't get what you wanted, feel happy for those who have and wish them back, don't curse others, you may feel even happier.

From now on, I keep my blog up-to-date.

If I were to go out tml, I knew I still going to the same place.
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Slept too early, cant slp at night. At night slp le, wake up too early.
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Sick sick sick... Haiz... Why now then got fever... Sad
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Pretty sick today.... What am I going to do? Hope tml i survive...

Please dun make mi sick, then will force mi to take mc... cause short of ppl now. I dun wan to make other ppl suffer, so ma fan.

So long no news leh... -_- Maybe I should stop everything, find another 1 ma? Nvm ba. Dun think so much...
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Getting pretty worried....

Sickness getting worse.... Now is heaty also... Cant heard well...

Day by day, getting worse. Should I take mc...

Hao Tong wor............
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Walao... Today tot saw her for a moment.... Die la I so sick-en-ing

Haiz... One day like that liao.... Must blind fold and chop off hand
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Sick sick sick
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Haiz.... Really feel like chopping off my hand..

Something is amiss this week... Dun tell mi she is sick or what??

Must do what I own self do, next time will be no smses le.

Every time, able to encourage people, but not myself.
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Omg! Most of my $$ go into my food le la........... Every minutes everyday will miss her.... But, if ever there is a better choice, I wish all the best to her........... ^_^ Cause she seem to have a person in mind le...

Sian... Wanna heard more about her, troubles and stuffs etc.

Wanna c her again... Perhaps is her make my appetite better?? But sadly, my schedule last week Monday off and this week Sunday off... Haiz.. but today then know she working full for this weekend....

Getting more and more worried... about my future. They say I still young, but, come to think for myself, I m not. I'll be living here anyway. Haiz... Whether I have a better life or what, depend on currently what I m doing... I also do hope for a family and give them a good life. The amount I earn is not even enough for myself.
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Haiz... Say liao oso no feeling 1, no reply one...

These days been great.... gd appetite, gd days and gd mood... How nice if everyday like tis...

Today, watch Clash of the titans and How to train ur dragon online.... the 2nd de make mi so touch... (Cried) Always these true friendship are worth in unreal life....

Die die die, dun think so much much much..... Though I know I am always tat curious but nvm ba. Dun ask so much, dun tink so much... Dun care so much.
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Great... scare away two girls...

Die... seems like I lost my appetite.... I am so stupid, to do such things, to think so much.

Woo... What I think is correct de... Nvm ba, just work hard and get better job till then.....
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I wanna shout out I miss her...


-_- Wow... Getting hungry and hungrier.... Eating and eattng more.
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Sian... Today, though am working hard too, but, am thinking of a person..... Man, I really am trying to forget her....Then tell mi la, how? She say cant what to do... Anyway have to give a final question...

-_- These few days been eating more le... I wonder why can eat more le.... THere are so far 2 reasons I can think of... but, not sure wor...~
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Omg... so fast starting to miss liao arh.....
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Dear blog... i'm a bit sad. U know i always sad will go find u talk talk 1. How I wish people would give mi a chance to try...

Is like what i'm doing now. U want to buy or not, u wanna see if it fits u or not, i dun mind them trying.... just once..... others does not matter.

If onli this thoughts can reach u ... Give mi a chance.. Dun so fast say No... Haha -_-


These few days, appetite seems to be better.
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Today, guess what.... Never expect the person to come here shop... Xuan Ting today came, didn't recognize her at first. Also never wear glasses. Scare mi... hai wo bu gan mian dui ni... SO paiseh too
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Haiz.... Went there just to see her.... -_- It feels kind of weird.. Cause abit dare not look at her face to face.
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ALways say this and that... Nothing is done.

I have learn something, they told mi, hugging and kissing etc is all normal for couple.... But, I never thought of those before, just want to love the person in the first place... but never think of these............ They say i too straight......
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First of all, been troubled lately.... Foolish thoughts..........

I going to dey everything and do it in my own way.... Doesn't matter what others think or feel... This is living your own life, not letting others lead your life.

Currently in my outlet, teaching them some English, refreshing my own as well.

Ever since I don't have to go the outlet, my mind is always in a mix. Is this regret or what? There is something I wanted or waiting for? Every now and then, I would go there for a visit cause I feel like young people working/ hang out there.

Once you like a person, do you really focus on one? Or open to others? For mi, I'll stick to one... Its a dumb mind set, but have to face it.

Yesterday, they taught mi something. After hearing them, and refreshing my memories. Guess I still do not know how love works.
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I realize I been a fool.............. What am I waiting for? What am I thinking?

I want an answer... Can you just give mi a direct answer? Or I cant accept or I didnt understand at all? Pls.... If not I am wandering around....


Haiz... Zhi xun fan nao
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