May 19, 2010
Today, woke up a bit late cause today off day, no need to get up so early. But yet have to wake up at a certain time cause meeting someone. On my com as usual, saw her post, 4am plus haven't sleep. Prepare myself, already got a bad feeling inside.
Before half way there, there was a call, soon after, cause I was in the tunnel, the call was cut off. When I call back, she told mi that she was going to Malaysia later, but then she told mi we can meet up. Soon after I hang up, there was already a sms which was send earlier, it says if we can meet next week. I reply is ok ba, if you want then next week.
In the end, we still meet up for lunch, she cut her hair and was dress up. She told me that she haven't eaten anything since yesterday 6 pm and was so very hungry... She brought me to eat Japanese food. Then there we eat & chat. Her clothing keep dropping -_- So loose...
After that, we walk walk a bit at AMK Hub before the time she going to meet her friend. SHe taught me a few things along the way.
When ts time to leave, I went home. While waiting for the mrt, met up with her and her friend.
Now I understand everything and felt ease. Don't know if the feeling is right, watch her happy face. So glad that she is alright, yet there is sadness in my heart. I watch them left the mrt... Fact will always be fact, right? I have to face..learn to let go.
Anyone wonders why I always smile, no matter what happens? I learn that, good or bad, happy or sad, the day passes, it just felt like it is passing fast or slow. I always wanted everyone around me to be happy.
This one, think she found herself one who can make her happy.
My meimei, if she got trouble, she can/will call me to talk about it.
Gem. I'm not so sure, but she got both, a bf and I am also available to call her.
Sometimes I will sms lame stuff, either it will irritate them or make them at least 1% happy.
Listening.... Ever heard of S.E.N.S, I didn't know them since one time, I came across the hmv at JP. I took their album and bought it. Its all sort of instrumental piece. So it can calm my mind when I felt something have left me.
Don't know if it is true or not, when working at this outlet, saw so many friends, poly/army etc. Bit by bit,every time I saw them, sooner or later, something will be missing, mostly I've notice, is all those new make friends.
Am I bound not to make new friends all by myself? Am I bound not to fell in love with anybody? Or even a relationship?
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